it has been quite some time i blogged. recently lots of thngs happen. rayhan's dad passed away. it was supposed to be the day we celebrate yc's n jeremy's bday as well as me going in ns soon. it all happened so suddenly that we all were shocked. On the same day itself, ye ling suddenly got out of her mind or something and starts saying things i didnt wanna hear. From that day till now, everything seems to go the wrong way.

its confusing its disappointing. i dunno how should i put it. sometimes things that should not happen, happen so fast and caused you to change direction of where you are heading. in 4 more days, my life will change and i think it will affect me the most. when you are in there, your body doesnt rest enough and your brains wont stop working.

i dunno how it will end, good or bad. i seriously dunno. whatever it is right now i just want 2 yrs to finish. i want to get out of ns life and back to normal me. i will miss everything and i hope that someone brings a guitar into camp. have to make do with acoustic.

Gregory posted at 3:35 PM,
Tuesday, September 05, 2006