Well nick's bday just passed. Had a wonderful time together and took a few drinks. Felt abit high but wasn't what I wanted. Anyways thx bro for treating us the drinks. Hope you will remember this 21st bday with us. lol. Of course there are things that doesn't turn out the way it is, but you still have to move on and don't think so much. Think on the bright side. She doesn't pick up your call doesn't mean she is avoiding. Maybe she is really sick and needs rest. There are 2 ways out. 1 go after her do your best. 2 give up totally. If u really feel so much for her, just go ahead. It takes 1 person to fail to succeed in life. no1 will succeed 100% all the time. This is what I think. Maybe I am not at the stage to actually comment but I just say what I really feel. What it comes to something you really wanna do, give in your best.

for me, well it doesn't really matter if I have a gf now or I am single. I know I am goin in ns soon. Maybe after ns I will then decide to look for a girl. Nowadays Jessica is like lookin for me to go out and stuffs. I don't really know what will happen. At this point of time, all I can say is I don't really wanna care so much. I do still have feelings but not to the extend I want her badly. In her case, we are just like good friends. That's something good though. It helps me to focus on what I am doing now and not like thinkin of her everyday. There is a line in between us.

ETC mentor training camp finished a blink of an eye. I missed the haunted house most. To me though it is a simple and plain haunted house but we managed to scare people. I am really excited when the haunted house is fully decorated. The effort everyone put in just makes it stand out from the rest of the stations. I really missed the haunted house. No longer there but in our memories.

hope 19-21 will be the days where I will start to miss my school tremendously. Never in my life will I enjoy this kind of life anymore. The enthusiasm and the youth.

I will stop here. Kinda tired after the bday gathering or rather party. Thx for the drinks again nick.

Gregory posted at 1:22 AM,
Wednesday, April 12, 2006