shitty things do happen. sometimes when u don't expect it will just slap right into your face. what to do i am borned to be like this.

things happen so fast and its like gonna end anytime. she told me our love is fading just after 12 days. what is happening? i know its not over yet cos there is till something left. all i can do is sit and wait. i hope she doesnt leave me as i have decided to actually go with her. i dunno whats in her mind but the sudden change really made me feel hopeless.

do all those things for nothing. i wasn't even hurt when i was with her until she told me those things. NOW I AM HURT. why did all these come to me? did she found some1 better? did she wanna leave me cause just of the plain reason i am too good?

i really dunno. i thought u said u luv me and was waiting for me to ask u as gf. now i did it and u actually wanna leave. maybe its just my bad luck i have to face all these shit. listened to songs but all was about love. why even the songs have to screw me up? tried to play game but even the game screwed up. wtf is happening?

all i feel now is the pain in my heart. can some1 just stab me? might as well die and nv get into this kind of situation where i cant eat, slp and even think properly.

tml's my paper and i really cant study. why did she keep on thinking she was hurting me when she didn't. nvm i shall give her the time and not push her till she gonna scream "FUCK OFF" in my face. i treated every1 just like her. there is not a single time she took me for granted. now i am extremely good becuase it just started? maybe slowly the extremely will change? i need her to be here to remind me.

girl i rly miss ya and luv ya. as i said trust me i wont make u suffer. take ur time to think. hope we can start all over again. if i am too nice that chase you away, maybe i can cut down. i dun wanna push u away cos i am too nice. OH GOD, I NEED MY GIRL.

i know u are doubting urself cos whether u can keep up with how good i treat u. but dun worry, we can take time, go out have fun still. i know u might be thinking life is so good now and maybe u are afraid one day i will leave and all will crumble. let me just give u all the time u want. fading love can still be built back.

i will oways be there. tk care of ur chicken pox. hope u get well soon.

Gregory posted at 8:41 PM,
Wednesday, February 22, 2006